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No Name from TROY, MI 48098 This is a long, sad story, and I thank you for your patience if you wouldn't mind reading and praying for my situation. I was doing the best that I could but felt that my life had hit a dead-end when a life-threatening health crisis hit my husband. I was overwhelmed and scared to death. I didn't know how to react and went into denial/depression/avoidance. I'm not sure how I let it happen, but it did. My life went into a tailspin. Everything changed overnight. I felt I had to be someone I was not around everyone. So many people were in my "space" I could not rest. His sister was a God-send and came to stay with us to help, but I couldn't take her and all the demands. She is a wonderful person, it was just I wasn't prepared for her being in my personal life. Everyone thinks I don't love my husband, but it is not true. I have been consumed by him and his health for years. He has had cancer before, but this time it was more deadly and I panicked. I pray that they forgive me and to make some friends. I was VERY lonely at the time this happened. I have no friends where I live (I have tried and everyone is "busy"), the few that I had are busy now too. I could really use some girlfriends right now. I never meant to hurt anyone. I pray they forgive me and try to understand. I said things I didn't mean and have caused a lot of relationship damage to people that I loved very much. I didn't mean it. I am so sorry. Please pray for healing for my husband and the relationships I have soiled. I/we love these people I was just under more stress than I knew how to handle. Everything changed overnight. I need their forgiveness to move on with life. I can't move forward as I feel as if I have this giant weight of guilt and shame around my neck 24/7. How can I make up for it? I am not a monster. How can I prove this? Please pray for us. I cry all the time. There is not rest or joy for us. I used to be happy-go-lucky until my world started shrinking. Thank you so much. I need you please. I want to live again and for my husband to be happy too. He is on disability and sad all the time. I want to be strong and over. I am not perfect, just hit a dead end and then this. Thank you so much.

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